Inspired after seeing Moms Night Out

Wednesday night I took mom to see Moms Night Out with my sister. It was her Mother's Day gift from us. The story was cute and one I was able to relate with. The past couple of months I have been recovering from burn out. I quit my full time job and came home and started to babysit 4 young kids to provide and homeschool my 4 kids. 

I really didn't understand why I was so tired so fatigue and exhausted. My body ached , headaches everyday and exhaustion. 

There was time for a change and I knew I needed to find out what the cause for my fatigue.

In the movie there was a scene that touched me.... It was when the biker told her that she was Enough and that she was the only one holding those high expectations on herself. 

So true for me....I am the one that wants PERFECTION...

Perfect Clean house, smooth schedule, good dinners , stay in shape etc....

But in reality does it matter? Who is watching me be this perfect and cares about it so much but me !

So know I take it a day at a time ...evaluation the cause of my obsession? And making sure I am doing my job in excellency but not perfection...

I will journal about my day and my thoughts...my Highs and Lows and how God is transforming me into His image. 

With Love,

Jessie